Half Pregnant
I'm in this weird half-pregnant state at the moment.
I still have sore boobs, still have a big belly, still need the loo all the time, amd still permanently hungry.
I still have a baby inside me, it's just that it's a dead baby and it has to come out, and I just have to watch and wait.
It's 2cm long.
Sorry. Sorry you had to read that.
But this is how it is. This is what's happening.
Sorry.
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I still have sore boobs, still have a big belly, still need the loo all the time, amd still permanently hungry.
I still have a baby inside me, it's just that it's a dead baby and it has to come out, and I just have to watch and wait.
It's 2cm long.
Sorry. Sorry you had to read that.
But this is how it is. This is what's happening.
Sorry.
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Labels: Babies, Cheese Sandwich, Flesh, Miscarriage
5 Comments:
This is hard enough to read - I can't imagine what it must be like for you.
Take care
Miscarriages are so cruel. It's taken me a good six months to be able to think about the baby I lost last year without crying, and I had planned to abort...
All the best x
Don't apologise clare- we should be able to say how things are for us. It must be so hard. And I think you were right to tell people you were pregnant when you did. I think it's a real shame people wait 12 weeks before saying anything. People deserve kindness and sympathy if they suffer such a loss.
x
Thank you, all of you. You're right of course, but it's so hard to be objective. Your comments mean a lot to me.
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